*____can't seem to catch ur falling tears...//

2006-11-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

oh i have moved. http://fattypiggy.livejournal.com

2006-11-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

reading caca's last few entries.. make me ponder also whether i am ME, myself. or trying to be someone i am not. just trying to please the rest of the world. so am i really myself. or am i just thinking too much into things, thinking that i am not myself. bah. the world is getting so confusing to know and be able to tell the difference of this and that. i hope i am still me. i think i am. cause i am still as evil. muhahahaha. thats my character trait. it runs in my blood. :]

A level chinese in another day and a half. its either an A1 or nothing. heard the teachers saying a grade of A2-C6 is the same

2006-10-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

today is somebody birthday. but that idiiot doesnt want me to declare HAPPY BIRTHDAY then i don declare lorr. challenge me la... neh ni neh ni poo poo. ate subway. yumyum. white macademia chip cookie is damn nice.

today is Halloween. would pumpkin head and skeleton boy come out to play>>? i hope they would. help me scare the shit out of those who are meanie pigs to adeline tan poot poot. =)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

2006-10-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

ystd's BBQ was fun! everybody was so high. it finally seemed like a class. really.

we ate, we laughed, we played, we walked, we shared, we sang. how nice if time could remain like this forever :D so much fun bbq-ing. me playing with the margarine and making the fire bigger, and stupid danielle there scolding me for making the food burnt, and carina there poking sausages, sab roasting marshmallow for me and everyone else playing. i like my class people for who they are.

we played dai-dee and i am dai dee QUEEN. keekee. we played truth or dare and i so suay.. kana 'dared' first. had to run to the restaurant and shout " I AM AFRICAN!" and run there and back. paisei sia. but in a moment of high-ness who cares. then more ppl kana dared. whaha! sat on the swing and played. whhhhhhhhee` swing swing swing.

and danielle bf send us home!!! thank you. reached home safely =) had such a headache that i slept through the night and afternoon and woke up only at three today. slept so long 14 hours! now my head like going to spilt. *yawn* st john tmr. yipeee. off to dinner!

2006-10-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

i am seventeen. seventeen seventeen. heh heh. welcome myself to the oldies club! whaha!

thank you all my loyal fans and supporters for wishing me happy birthday. LOL. today exceptionally happy!!!!!!!!! wwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhheeeeee`

tempuras! thank you for the prezzies. mrs ng aka wee wee!! my darling allena and chan! my sis, my mum/dad, my 4 faith classmates( kang, ming), my maid. ooo. i am a happy little girl. if it were my birthday everyday, wah how great would that be. but then again i will be lao cock cock if everyday my birthday. so GOD is great for making birthdays once a year only.

went to town, Fish and Company to eat. the ambience there damn nice can. summore rainy weather. woah! shiok man! then we went arcade to play play. we damn pro. win the sweets and the biscuit. IT MUST BE BECAUSE OF MY LUCKY LUCK. lol. wa. si bei bhb. must tone down liao. =) ate so much today. ate corriander catch and three slices of choco cake and in sch during break ate grilled fish and omelette. today is a fishy day. lol.

wanted to pool but then need to rush home celebrate with family. i am a good girl okaey! and the choco cake was yumyum. -*smack lips*-

and fri there is no school. yay-ness

2006-10-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

deng deng!!

on friday met up with allena, ming and xin. stupid make me wait like so long cause allena missed the bus stop. haha. we went pooling. allena and i make great pooling partners. even if i foul allena say she love me. hahah. later agnes want to divorce her. whhhhheeeee` then we went kboxing. sing sing sing till sore throat already. haha. happy day. heard that day danielle fell so many times. ah see la. karma biting alrdy. when will my time come. scared. -shivers-

let me give a report on my weekend. sat was my ah ma 85++ birthday. i donno her birthday age. she herself also dunno so we just anyhow celebrate. went to eat and eat. so fun to have family gathering. spent like $500++ for dinner. so ex can! but the food not bad luh. eat until exploded already.

sun afternoon went to eat dim sum. wah! shiok man i tell you! the dim sum at china square there damn good. esp teh wrap mango and prawn one. yumyum! i ate like so many variety of dim sum. i still like ha kao the best. =)

today go change my passport photo wait for like 4 freaking hours la. sian sian. can finish reading my story book there. listen MP3 until no batt. sian. argh. testing patience sia.

finally jnco is coming. i miss camping. donno why but i think camping is damn fun. despite all the tough thingy we have to go through but after the camp it will be all worth it. =) camping here i come!!

2006-10-20T13:09:00.000+08:00

heh heh i changed my blogskin. see its not emo anymore.

and promos are over. whether promote or retain i am going to play my fill first.

oh and i went vivo city ystd. with some tempuras.

shall update mroe when i come home going out now. adios!

oh ya and my mom return her friend the gong dvd. i din get to watch. i wan to cry already la. exams cannot watch now no exams also cannot watch. sian. i going to buy the vcd tmr! i dont care. hmpf.

2006-10-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

our fruitful day after school began in the adventure of the park.....

welcome!!

looking for treasure from deep within.

sab hugging a tree full of thorns.

caca chose to hug the dustbin

on pirate ship with captain hook...

they forced me to take the pic while i am apparently shitting

plucking a grass and they said i looked emo. suicidal. hah

copying my deluxe pose. haha

small sab

small caca

kunfu fighting. mantis VS tiger fist

swing swing swing

whhhhhheeeeeeeeeeee`

2006-10-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

reading sab's blog on her getting lost reminds me of the day i got lost too.

i think getting lost is fun. however i think these are some criterias you must fulfil before attempting to get lost..

firstly you must be old enough. getting lost as a kid is scary. i got lost in borders when i was young. quite young arnd pri 6. pri 6 is young okay! lost together with my pri 3 sis. in the end i cried and she didnt.

secondly and the most importantly get lost with the RIGHT companion.

and lastly DONT GET LOST WITH CARINA. she will tell you her own theories on the way a bus driver drives while being lost on a bus 804 in YISHUN. heeehee ^^

we got lost trying to find yishun library and we missed the actual stop outside the library. we asked an old ah pek for directions and he actually pointed out the right direction to us but we thought he sot sot so we didnt really believe what he said. its all carina's fault for wanting to go to an ulu ulu but quite nice library. =)

2006-10-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

today started out as a NOT-So-bad day. starting with sabrina having a wormy like thingy on her shirt. and i swear i saw it somewhat dancing spinning round and round. don ask me how i know the worm is dancing because IT IS.

then we had lessons lesssons lessons. and in literature class, spencer called me a twit. what is a twit twit? i think i shall go join the hall of fame in the museum of twits. =) and then school ended. quite a short day today. and then we went to the pasa malam at northpoint and ate taiwan sausages. hmm. did taiwan sausages originate from taiwan? =ponders=

oh btw after that caca and i went to amk library. i browsed thru this book there and let me tell you many facts that i think i remember:

1. panda is not a bear. a panda's paw print is diff from those of a bear. i think the panda has an extra finger and it belongs to a racoon family called the ************ (i dunno how to spell*oops)
2. kola is not a bear too but i forgot why.
3. cleopatra is not an Egyptian she is some Greek some blah blah blah
4. adolf hitler is not vegetarian
5. frankenstein is not the name of the green scary monster. its actually the name of the man who created the character. the monster is actually nameless
6. count dracula does exist.
7.the bible does not forbid masturbation. (eww thats damn gross can!)

and blah blah. i cant rmb the rest. gee. wonder why am i reading all these useless but not that senseless stuff when promos are coming. i am stressed because i am not stressed. hai.

chinese and gp paper. i have no comments. all i can do is pray.

and i was a kind soul today to walk ca to ajc bus stop. let me give her some credit for waiting for the bus with me. but hey she waited like say 1 min and 3o secs thereabout. haha.

ps: and mario is scared of the dead rat/mouse. LOL.

2006-09-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaacck! feeling so damn moody now!

why is my grandmother so different from other peoples' grannies. where did all the fairytale of sweet old grannies go to? why isnt my grandma like the old granny in Little Red Riding Hood. i think my grandma got swopped with BIG BAD WOLF.

she only hurls hokkien vulgarism at us, curses everyone but herself, scold someone for the sake of scolding. its like wth. i had enough. i was so close to picking the telephone to call the police. am i nuts to want to arrrest my own granny? hai.

but on a happier note...

i went out with koko and yiyang ystd to watch the horror flick 'stay alive'. OMG. its rated PG but koko and i were practically hiding behind our bags. my eyes were half closed for fear of the pop up image. then i needed to pee so badly during the movie but i 'ren' cause i didnt want to miss any part of the show. hahha. next time we are going to watch a comedy... =)

oman! hypocrisy is so fatal. caca(carina*new name) told me in econs tutorial today.. when you learn of someone betraying you. first sadness sinks in. and then anger. its never the anger first. maybe because you once painted such a beautiful picture and now you leave us feeling disappointed.

WE DECLARE WAR!
tempuras unite!
lucy family will fight.
fight. fight. fight.

OMG i am lame-ed. actually made a dumb poem. but it rhythms. and because of the existance of the lucys' and tempuras that made my life in yj so much better. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY! another half an hour more. hope you GROW TALLER soon. and hope you wont read my blog. or else i confirm kana 'zham' by you and scolded guai lan.

we have stopped vandalising the tables. we are vandalising our hands. :)

2006-09-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

i think i work best at night. maybe i should study at night. i feel HIGH!!!!!!! or perhaps the overwhelming sadness acts like a steriod. i am once again returning to the past where only a pessimistic adeline exists. i need to search for the happy me.

although pw sucks big time. but i somehow or rather enjoy working with my peers late into the night to churn up the bloody report. its fun! i like team work! =)

2006-09-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

why do we have to do what we have to do

why must we study

why

and why again?

i already have enough shit on my mind.

promos hw tests datelines

and why the hell must you make things worse.

why

i let sloth into my life

sloth kicked away greed and lust

pride has taken over the better of me

cos wrath confused me

enveloping me. i died because pride ate me up.

pride ate me cos envy presented me to pride

and gluttony has thus ceased to exist.

-THE END-

2006-09-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

OMG. promos are coming. coming. coming. coming. coming. OMG. like so unprepared. heh. on a lighter note. ppl have the terriyaki boys. we have the tempura girls + boys. tempuras!! we must work hard k? =)

we tried a $3 ISCREAM ice cream cum yoghurt today. quite nice.. heh heh. and we dared each other to drink some shitty looking stuff which tasted quite good actually.

pe had soft ball for games and its so fun whacking the damn soft ball which just cant seem to be hit. AH! going broke too. how to eat prata and nasi lemak this week. Lol.

and today is daddy mummy wedding anniversary. happy eighteen years together and manymany more. =) love you two childish parents. (only daddy childish. only when mummy high then will childish.)

why i say childish. cause the other day at fish and co. i ordered this kola tonic drink and it was concentrated at the bottom of the glass so my dad started stirrring the drink.

and my mummy scold him say dont touch addy's things la. later she angry cause you nvr ask for her permission to stir. then my daddy sat there like an innocent kid and pouted.

daddy: i cannot stir meh?
me: cannot
daddy: why cannot?
me: cause i dont wan leh
daddy: act crying.

wah lau. i can die from all the childishness la. i think when adults grow old they tend to get childish. and its proven. :D

2006-09-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

life is revolving around homework homework and more homework. tests. and promos. and PW. rahhhh rahhhh rahhhh.

please let life improve soon. =) so dead beat.

i'm missing the game of life already. i want to play again soon.

and stupid koko. i never slack le! ROAR! heh heh. meet up soon. dont forget our date after my promos!

2006-09-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

hohohos. teachers day celebrations in my school was really bad. the sound systems were really lousy. but the performance by mustafa and mark and the dancers and band and some extra ppl were really good. hell lot of laughing to do.

but it was a rainy day. spent money taking cab to and fro from carina's house to take the cream cheese cake that we made. everybody said it tasted good. so happy! but i paid a price for the cake okaey! burnt my thumb, my leg and hit my own head with the refrigerator door. felt so dumb. =)

met up with them! allena mingli xf!! went to this cafe at khatib there and spent so long eating and talking and photo taking. then my ex amath tutor so funny. he text-ed me and said the cake tasted really good. can marry off already! deng den.

then we pop over to allena's ex condo. we sneaked in like for the hundred time wanting to go to the roof top BUT there was slight rain and lightening. so we dropped the idea of going up. in case kana struck by lightning. actually i dont have to worry about getting struck cause i am the shortest among them. heehee. so the possibility of me struck by lightening is almost 0%.

the we went to pool. whaha! i think i damn pro can! but in the end allena and ming won. cause stupid xf too lousy la.. definitely not becos of me. *teehee* decided not to join the rest of the class in town for pepper lunch cause too tired already.

and i wan the recipe for the cream cheese cake!! CARINA IF YOU ARE READING THIS THEN HELP ME TELL EVAN TO GIVE ME THE RECIPE. oh and carina gave her best friend to me. lol. i think carina should just go bang herself agst the wall :D

ok. got to do more homework-ing already. tmr got st john confirm no time left le. meeting koko tmr!! yay....

2006-08-28T09:01:00.000+08:00

so bored now. in school llibrary early in the morning with nothing to do. sian-ed.

BUT i am happy now. so happy that i want to scream out loud that i am happy.

"I AM HAPPYYYY..."

want to know ask me why

the end- waiting for dear sab to come to school and keep me company.

:D

2006-08-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

have not blogged for some time. one hell of a hectic week. so many tests.... baaa... nevertheless company was great. had the gossip clique around.

time flew by. we say. the day just disappeared.

37 more days to promos. its a do or die thing! damn tired, and so many things to have to worry about. why did you.....? what are you.....? and what am i?

seeing the graduation cd from sec 4 really brings back memories. those were really the days. but its all over now. we can never return back to the past no matter how much we want to. its gone. gone just like that. gonegonegone.

why did you have to?

2006-08-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

haa. finally sea history test over. phew. sigh of relief. and after school off we went to BK wanting to study but obviously didnt. started to draw some random things. and combined our drawing. and were laughing at those stupid drawings that we did. =) funny funny.

laughing theraphy. its been so long since i laughed so hard. spent so much time in popular buying pens and markers.

today is a happy day. hopefully tmr would be better.

2006-08-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

life's getting better each day.

school's getting crazier than ever.

we even have the gossip girls and gays established. so happy. we need to have a gossip day outing soon. school is now all about gossips, spongebob and patrick, wee and me, hw and tests. what else can it be?

but life has been good so far. no big setbacks to get me trippin`

COUNT MY BLESSINGS.

oh and now karma is the "in" thing. remember: what goes around, comes around.. beware of what you say. heh heh. :D and carina declared she is running on monday. she better run ah.. or else zham her ah! and carina's name is not forgotten. i have won myself an ice-cream. yay!

tomorrow's flag day. hope people on the streets are kinder. nicer. not like sabrina.. haha. sab was damn fierce the other time someone approached her for donation. hope there is not anyone like sab tmr. oh else i will *faint*. HEEHEE.

2006-08-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

i did the handwriting analysis test too. so fun. and its so freaking true. lol. wheeeeeee`

******* The Analysis Starts Here *******

For a graphologist, the spacing on

the page reflects the writer's

attitude toward their own world

and relationship to things in his

or her own space. If the inputted

data was correct Adeline has left

some white space on the left side

of the paper. Adeline fills up the

rest of the page in a normal

fashion moving the entire writing

rightward as she moves down the

page. If this is true, then Adeline

has a healthy relationship to the

past and is ready to move on. The

right side of the page represents

the future and Adeline is ready

and willing to get started living

now and planning for the future.

Adeline is leaving the past behind

and movingon to what she

perceives as an exciting and

enticing future.

Adeline is having a lack of physical

energy at the time this handwriting

was written. If someone has very

short and straight down lower loops

(like in the y or g), this indicates this

person's physical drive (activity or sex)

is compromised. Usually, this

indicates the person simply isn't

interested in getting too physical

right now. This could be a temporary

mood which often happens when

the body is sick and is healing. Or,

this could be a result of an

emotional or physical issue that

is effecting Adeline 's energy level

and interest in sex. Sex doesn't

seem to be a priority at the moment.

Adeline is sarcastic. This is a

defense mechanism designed to

protect her ego when she feels hurt.

She pokes people harder than she

gets poked. These sarcastic remarks

can be very funny. They can also be

harsh, bitter, and caustic at the

same time.

Adeline is a practical person whose

goals are planned, practical, and

down to earth. This is typical of

people with normal healthy self-

esteem. She needs to visualize the

end of a project before she starts.

she finds joy in anticipation and

planning. Notice that I said she

plans everything she is going to

do, that doesn't necessarily mean

things go as planned. Adeline

basically feels good about herself.

She has a positive self-esteem

which contributes to her success.

she feels she has the ability to

achieve anything she sets her

mind to.

However, she sets her goals using

practicality-- not too "out of reach".

She has enough self-confidence to

leave a bad situation, yet, she will

not take great risks, as they relate

to her goals. A good esteem

is one key to a happy life. Although

there is room for improvement in the

confidence catagery, her self-

perception is better than average.

In reference to Adeline's mental

abilities, she has a very investigating

and creating mind. She investigates

projects rapidly because she is

curious about many things. She

gets involved in many projects

that seem good at the beginning,

but she soon must slow down and

look at all the angles. She probably

gets too many things going at

once. When Adeline slows down,

then she becomes more creative

than before. Since it takes time

to be creative, she must slow

down to do it. She then decides

what projects she has time to

finish. Thus she finishes

at a slower pace than when she

started the project. She has the

best of two kinds of minds.

One is the quick investigating

mind. The other is the creative

mind. Her mind thinks quick

and rapidly in the investigative

mode. She can learn quicker,

investigate more, and think

faster. Adeline can then switch

into her low gear. When she

is in the slower mode, she

can be creative, remember

longer and stack facts in a

logical manner. She is more

logical this way and can

climb mental mountains

with a much better grip.

Adeline will be candid and direct

when expressing her opinion.

She will tell them what she

thinks if they ask for it, whether

they like it or not. So, if they don't

really want her opinion, don't ask

for it!

Adeline is moderately outgoing.

Her emotions are stirred by

sympathy and heart rendering

stories. In fact, she can be kind,

friendly, affectionate and

considerate of others. She has

the ability to put herself into

the other person's shoes.

Adeline will be somewhat

moody, with highs and lows.

Sometimes she will be happy,

the next day she might

be sad. She has the unique

ability to get along equally

well with what psychology

calls introverts and extroverts.

This is because she is in between.

Psychology calls Adeline

an ambivert. She understands

the needs of both types. though

they get along, she will not

tolerate anyone that is too

"far out."She doesn't sway

too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy

a product or an idea, a heart

rendering story could mean

a great deal to her. She puts

herself in the same situation

as the person in the story,

yet she will not buy

anything that seems overly

impractical or illogical.

Adeline is an expressive

person. She outwardly shows

her emotions. She may even

show traces of tears when

hearinga sad story. Adeline

is a "middle-of-the-roader,"

politically as well as logically.

She weighs both sides of an

issue, sits on the fence, and

then will decide when she

finally has to. She basically

doesn't relate to any far out

ideas and usually won't go

to the extreme on any issue.

Adeline tends to write a bit smaller

than the average person. When a

person's letters are small and tiny,

this indicates an ability to focus

and concentrate. This character

trait is a huge asset in careers like

math, science, race car driving, and

flying planes. However, if Adeline

writes tiny all of the time, she will

also display characteristics of

someone who is socially introverted.

Adeline will often sit on the

sideline and watch others get the

attention at parties. she might be

willing to open up and be warm,

but only in small groups or a select

group of people. When she is busy

working on a project, it is common

for all other noises and

distractions to just fade away and

her ability to focus is incredible.

When she says she didn't hear

you... really, she didn't hear you.

2006-08-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

heh. SUPPOSED to be studying but was idling the past few days. =)

friday:
day of running. and more running. nothing much happened that day. a more normal day then ever. i named shi wee sucker!! yea. that night conversed on the phone seperately with allena, ko sin and shi wee. catching up... talk with shi wee for like dunno how many hours. my dad is going to burst his eyeballs (touchwood*) loooking at my phone bill.

saturday:
out with my sec sch clique. allena, mingli, kjoo, xin fang, wei ming, zhi kang, jia le, wee kiat(tag-along kid) lol. super funny day. wee kiat is so innocent. so childish summore. laughing the whole day practically. left them and joined my mummy at ck.tangs then met my daddy and sis and dined at IKOI. my fav place for sushi.

sunday:
woke up early in the morning to go for st john. to collect flag day tin cans. PEOPLE REMEMBER TO HELP ME TO DONATE. its for a good cause i suppose. hahahs. then together with koko we walk and walk around bugis looking for national library. she borrowed the same book as me. copycat. then took a bus home. slept from noon till five plus. my marathon sleep. loll. going off now to watch tv!! no hw needed to hand in for tmr. scream yay!!!

allena scold me kao.! poor me. :(

2006-08-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

i am so angry now. argh. why do we always have to do things that we don like and waste our time. argh. argh. argh. so angry and pissed. raaaahhhhhhh. dunno why i am so pissed also but i just am. poor koko and me.

2006-07-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

i seem to have found you, but lost you at the same time...

i see cobwebs over here..! teehee. i am like being dead to the world. haven been online-ing for eons. not checking mail, neither am i updating my blog. its only two months away before my promos.

i want to get PROMOTED!!

still trying to study conscienciously w/o fail. i have been doing my chinese hw. yay-ness. *pats own head* i am going to be like sab. eat, sleep, drink, bathe, shit and BREATHE my lecture notes from now on. wont be going online for this couple of months, maybe.. just a random time i would come and check my mail. :D

byebye to the world.

2006-07-24T12:08:00.000+08:00

OMG. i am back from Outward Bound School. woah. it has indeed been a super tiring 5 days. but you know what?? JUNKO made it back. all in one piece. despite us all wanting to go back home on the first day. we endured all the way...

At the very first all of us were so uncooperative, but soon after we bonded and worked together as one. there were times of sweat, blood, bruises, joy, laughter and tears. but we all made it back as one. hope 123 continue to stay this way as ONE.

`learnt kayaking, capsizing.
`cooked and pitched tents.
`slept in the forest with hard rocks, uneven floor.
`hiked for 10km with a backpack weighing like an elephant.
`navigating our way with maps, pacers, compasses.
`pitching and unpitching tents everyday.
`moving campsites day by day.
`cooking, washing and cleaning.
`changing in the wild.
`shitting and peeing in the wild.
`swimming in the quarry.
`shouting cheers and singing school song as one.
`eating together.
`laughing.
`getting over obstacles.
`climbing hills.
`getting sunburnt.
`kayaking 16 km on choppy waters. nearly dying.
`ate our last own cooked dinner together.
`washed up te JUNKO store.
`packed up ready for civilisation.

i miss ubin now, and all the memories we created there together. we left our footsteps there. miss MARIO and ZIPPY our instructors for their crappy-ness and bubbly-ness. =) thankyou ppl for all the beautiful memories. and the starry starry night on day three3. thankyou sab for kayaking with me till we wanted so badly to just capsize and die in the deep blue sea. thankyou hanwei for kayaking the rest of the journey with me. thankyou 123 for accompanying us throughout the whole journey. this experience i will never forget. :D

2006-07-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

going for OBS tmr. a lil excited.. lol. five days away from civilisation

miss me ppl. <3

hope my fever goes down tmr. sobsob. poor me :D

contact me via hp if needed but i wont be replying thou. HAHA. would be away from 19-23.

2006-07-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

school is getting boring.. boring-er.. and boring-est.!!! lol. no such words though. it was just an impulse to use these words. heehee.

seriously considering whether to quit my cca in yj.

aniticipating for the coming OBS. browsing the net for some blogskins... super slow. =(

2006-07-15T10:43:00.000+08:00

okie. saw my results for this block tests. its damn depressing to know that only two of our classmates can be promoted while the rest of us would so have to repeat if we were to continue to slack. hai.

its only two more months to promos. approx 10 weeks to go. many ppl say they are going to start mugging now. i really hope our class will improve by leaps and bounds by promos. =)

Outward Bound camp is just a few days away. i am so eXxxcited! i guess. heard so many stories about it. finally gonna experience it myself. yay-ness!!

choco bananna cake ystd was good! -yum yumm- no more of such luxuries. its dieting time. dieting seems to be the 'in' thing now. everyone's doing it. =))

so lazy to blog nowadays.

oh and my stupid sis got promoted to a CPL. congrats. you deserve it for devoting so much of your precious time and effort to your corps. =) and thnkq for the panda roly-poly. its cute.

first trip to queensway on thurs was super fun. with everyone sleeping on the jerky bus like piggies on a SUPER DUPER ****ing HOT weather. its so hot. and the katong laksa there was superb. the ice milo dinosaur was great!!! good food makes addy happy!!! want to go there another time again. and my daddy told me he brought me there before. ahh. all the childhood memories seem to be forgotten. must be the hit-on-the-head when i was young that made me senile. heehee.

i love the teewee and GOOD food!!! addy is a happy girl. [._.]

2006-07-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

today's VENISA'S birthday!! HAPPY sweet nineteen!!!!! muaccks.

ahh today was a bad day. i am such an emo kid. it rained and it sucked. the rain just dampen my spirits for the first time. phew! and i thank GOD for giving me two very impt ppl. without them i would not have known what to do! i love KOKO and ALLENA!!!!! my darlings who are always there for me when i need them... heehee. i know i can count on you guys. comme on!! BIG KISS. MUACCKS. lol. the two of you brought the smiles on my face.

yah. and allena brought another smile on my face with a super sweet night night sms. heehee. and koko too! for teaching me how to use the microsoft excel to do pie chart! excel is so fuN!!!

in my life, i would find 5 best friends. dont ask me how i know. i just know. and i am glad i found two already. =) <3

on the way home arnd 8++, i thot of this certain someone. and i saw the person coming up the bus. whaha! i think GOD is nice. each time i want to see someone really badly, you always bring the person before me. =) i love my friends! i love GOD. and i must learn to love myself!

goodnight ppl. its a tiring day today. but i am loving everymin of it.

2006-07-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

koko says she is bored. so she wants me to blog so that i can update her on my life. HAHAHA.

nothing to blog. except that today ate two ice creams... haha. 2!!! fatty! but it was enjoyable!

really nothing to blog about these days. heh.

getting back results is just so saddening. argh. =(

mon sch starts at 9.30pm.. heeeeeeeeheeee can sleep longer. yay-ness.

2006-07-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

i am sooo sad.

sad

sad

sad

i failed my math again. though it wasnt that badly a fail. but i failed. i half expected myself to pass. gee. sab is SUPPOSED to treat us lunch.. heh heh.

lunching with car, danielle, sab and justine was fun... lol. all about what OBS would turn out. and we o-ya-bei-ya-som. and gee i have to........ argh. i think i will guard te tent when the time comes. heehee. and finally justine joined us for lunch. =)

another day of school tmr. and getting more results... ahh. i failed my econs too. oh just how bad can my life become?? but considering the fact that our econ 'pros' did ok. i think this paper was really tough. i hope the school announces that econs ppr was set tough so my dad would have no chance of nagging at me at not studying and giving a whole truckload of bullshit.

KOKO!!!! i ate the stupid corn nuts and had a sore throat and fell ill..!!! now i need to drink liang-teh. HAHA. and dont forget about 15th april!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! remember...!!! o.O

2006-06-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

block test are finally over!! like finally. we can watch tv without guilt. blast music into our ears with worry. and sleep early without fear. exams are so stressful... argh. after a week of cramming. its time for retail therapy soon. heh heh. sooo excited.

out with koko ystd. whaha!! dinner was good and there was much entertainment value with the clumsy koko around. =) oops did i just say that out loud. and i saw felicia too! stayed around in ntuc for the longest of time to look for cookies that koko really wanted to eat. and i settled for some corn nuts which is still left opened in my bag!! o man. i forgot all about it. heehee. -crunch crunch-

she so badly wanted to eat shi-lin chicken.. BUT she got sore throat and i forbade her to eat it. but stupid koko keep grumbling and repeating about how nice the chicken is and i let her eat. but after my reminder of how bad her throat will become she became a good girl and stop wanting to eat the chicken... all THANKS to me!!! and on the way home that time koko said that the bus WALKED pass her...!!!??! i wonder how dumb koko can score L1R5 of 13 when her mind like sotsot one. it must be a MIRACLE!!! heh.

2006-06-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

Your Final Quiz Score: 12 right out of a possible 60
The Monkey's Final Score: 15 right out of 60

I am afraid you have not represented the human race very well on this quiz. A creature of primative intellect was able to defeat you in a battle of wits. Hold your head low, as you have lost a trivia challenge to a monkey. Know that you have brought great disgrace upon your species. The monkeys have triumphed today.

You scored in the 1st percentile.
(1% of quiz takers scored worse than you)

Famous Monkey Challenge Quiz

2006-06-27T14:54:00.000+08:00

just did this quiz thing from kj's blog.. look at my level of pride...
do the quiz too..

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	High
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Very High

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

2006-06-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

3 papers down! another 3 to go..!! finally econs ppr is over. heehee. i left a thirteen mark and ten mark qn blank. or should i say i just left a few pen ink on those two qns... haa.

and haha. car, danielle, sab and i went to eat Macs after ppr. we ate kids meal. and they gave us a snoopy toy each. and carina had a snoopy that is handicapped. but she fixed snoopy's arms after fiddling with the toy long enough. ahh. guess we dont really wish to grow up... heh heh. and we played with the toy and almost broke the arm of poor snoopy. =)

i am so glad that block tests are going to be over soon..... soon soon soon. yay!!

2006-06-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

ystd was a rather fruitful day at amk... did a H1 math paper and scored 60. oh i am so proud of myself. heehee. H1 math is equivalent to add maths ok?? and i suck at it always getting a score of F9.. but tadah.. i did it.. with the help of my lovely sab.. who taught me so many math stuff i didnt know. so reminded me of allena teaching me.. those were the days. we went so many places to study.. first amk library then kfc then macs.. and we got bored and started talking. ((: and settled with jap food(at car's recommendation) for dinner at a super low cost.. yumyum!!

and have been trying to pin my butt down to study but was rather unsuccessful because of the so many tv shows nowadays. ahhh. why did they have to invent the tv? who the hell invented the tv?? so we tried mugging at changi airport one fine day... and i saw zk there.. =)) we ate some good food at popeye and bk and jellybeans!! then we had marshmellow contest the four of us. sab, danielle and carina. so munch munch.. i left first and took bus 53 home. i almost died-ed on the bus. with the super duper long bus journey driving at some Lor Liew Lane. i got freaked out thinking i would never reach home. heehee.

bye.. it is teevee time again.. yay. ay. now who invented the tv??
:D love the inventor to bits!!! <3

oh.. and i have not posted my letter to arena!!!!!! keekee

2006-06-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

photos taken on the night of sir siong's wedding.. alas. he is married!! congrats. ahhh.. that night was fun and so enjoable. relished in old times and met some of our really old seniors who belonged to the seventies and of Li Sun High. and we sang the school song for those ah bei-s. hahhas.

nel-jie and me. :D

eve..koko..me.. piong.. :P

whaha! she's mine!!! teehee. my bestie!! =]

2006-06-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

whaha. having so much fun talking with steph's fwend, beat. hahhas. lamer can. i feel so childish playing with small kids.. LOLL. but i got so many msn emo pics now... yea! =] STUpID BEAT if you reading this... you better tag.. hahhas

2006-06-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

o man! three hours time and i'm going running.. time for more mugging... hopefully. teehee. and everyone seems to be on hiatus! gee =(

2006-06-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

ihavetoldmyselfthatihavegottenover

butpeoplearoundmekeeptellingmeihavenot.

idunno...butibelievedihavemovedon.

andihavematuredsincethen.ihavechanged.

haveyou?

ibelievethatwehaveallmovedon.

weshould,shouldntwe?

thefeelinginmeisbullshit.isohatemyself.

2006-06-14T13:18:00.000+08:00

junction at jalan pusing!!
random work of carina..
another work of carina.. my love sab!!!
tailing behind them
na!! *slurpslurp*
potato salad which had more onions than potato??!?!

big mentos!

2006-06-14T12:15:00.000+08:00

went out with sab and carina ystd.. walked from place to place. my legs can dislocate from the bone already can?? hee. and as usual.. i am the super lazy kind. i refused to walk. but then they keep insisting that we walk. so i was being dragged along... =(

hmm. our first destination was orchard. went taka then heeren then plaza sing then bugis then arab street then jalan puseng then starbucks then into concourse then suntec then marina bay. sure was a lot of walking can. (of cos sometimes take train)we took many many crazy and random pictures.. heehee. so fun!!
and we seem to always cross the roads without looking. LOL. and we always have to run to prevent getting knocked. =)

chilled at starbucks and carina took my cam and started taking my candid shots again. GGggrr. then help sab take so nicenice one. -pouts- so meanie!!! hmph. ystd carina was so mean to me..... keep anyhow take my pics. was so damn hurt. hmph. but so sorry eh. cos of me we all went home early... :(

2006-06-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

ahh.. today is such a boring day! its a stay home day... boredboredboredboredbored. maybe i will write a letter... whaha! my fav thing to do!!! whhhheee` to who i dunno. lol. see how. and i am soooo happy. want to know why??? XP not telling you! want to know must ask me personally. heehee. -grins-

tmr off to town!!! yay-ness.. teehee.

2006-06-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

i dunnoooo. wad to think anymore.. everything's so crazy. ppl are being childish. stupid freaks. ah! just get out of my life. :( ms chionh once taught us to give ppl the benefit of doubt. so maybe yahh.... argh. on a second note.. block tests are on straightaway after the holidays. o man! i havent touched any of my notes yet. its time for mugging.. LOL. i am a no action talk only person... tsktsk^^ but i will trytrytry to study this time. i dont want history to repeat itself over and over again. thinking back i believed i have moved on from where i stopped at a standstill once.

lets sing!!!!!!! =]

2006-06-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

muahhahs!! so happyy!!
XINFANG"S fat hand blocking my darling and me!! lol. =]
*bishbish*
look at allena!!! whaha
is the glass half-emptied? or half-filled?
yummyumm
us!

2006-06-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

today was a really happy happy day. went to meet my darling`dearies.. whaha! went amk kbox to sing... sing sing sing.. and go off pitch!! and eat some awful chicken rice there. but singing some songs bring back some memories. gee.

then we went to j8 with the intention to watch movie but we dropped the idea in the end. so didnt get to watch the omen. sob. i really want to catch that show..! =( but nvm. took neo prints as usual and it turned out sooooonice.. hahhaax. then we went to eat haagen dazs. and took many pics!!!!!! today is a happy day. thankyou to all moi fwends who made me sooo happie!! =]

2006-06-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

this morn went swimming with carina and danielle. well they went swimming and.... hahhas. the rest is a secret shhooossh.. hahhas. but i think most ppl know it already. lol. was fun.. hahas. going again tmr.. yay! well if i get my dad's approval. he's scared i will drown this and that. whaha! =]

and then there's pw.
my weakness is taking over the better of me, time and again. sometimes i wish i can just ramm myself into the wall. bleed to death or pass out and lose my memory.. i know i have been giving attitude to you guys and i know you ppl know it too. i know you all are pissed at me. but i just cant control my stupid emotions. i am such an emo kid. when i cant solve problems i just break down and cryyyyy till someone helps me pick up those broken pieces. G-R-O-U-P project is supposed to be done with everyone, but this is not so.. i don't know what we can do to resolve this damn problem. but i seriously hope that we can all sit down and get this stupid project over and done with TOGETHER!! can we?? i hope if you ppl are reading this shitty entry of mine please respond and tell me our group still exists....... hai.

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i saw some pictures which made me real sad. like.. ahh. whatever. its been some time already. but still. aaaahhh i dunno what to think. i am such a jealous pig, such a loser. =*(

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allena! i swear i saw you at the traffic light today and you told me it wasnt you. GASP.i think i miss you too much..!! LOL. see you ppl this thur!! OMEN!! ^^

and this week is going to be real busy.. tmr there's class and more swimming, wed's its out with MI peepx, thur is with phs peepx <3, fri is cousin's ROM, sat is class outing. wooah. tiring week ahead!! but i am loving every minute of my life...!! whhheee`

2006-05-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

heee XP

lol. just received mail from my mum in melbourne. she is so funny. my mum was saying that it would be better they have cabbies in the airport itself, so ppl wont miss their flight... it goes like this..

me: maybe in airports next time they should have taxis. but i think it will be expensive.. =)
mummy: ya, mini taxis with wings that can fly. My legs still ache from the marathon. I didn't know I'm a marathon runner until that nite!

cause she almost missed her flight to australia that night so she ran to catch the plane... heehee. so humourous. lalala.

today sch was boring as usual. morn had hist.. then we went to eat macs agn in btwn sch hours. and we did not wan to go back to sch for the rest of the lesson but.... as the goodie lil girls, sab, danielle, na and i... we went back to sch. and na skipped econs. too bad. we ate sweet that went POK POK POK in our mouth.. =)

then home!!! supposed to go running... BUT hahaha. my sis started playing com games so i watched her play and i started playing.. then i didnt go running. LOL. and i even ate haagen dazs ice cream. fatty fatty.

so i am now sms-ing na.. telling me about our date with the MI peepx then i ask her

me: ARENT YOU SUPPOSED TO BE RUNNING NOW?
na: meeting them in 5mins.
me: i am eating haagen dazs ice cream now. i am going to be super fat. LOL. and happy running.
na: haha. ltr you fatter than me ah. oops. that'll take 10 years to constantly eating ice cream to achieve. lol

and i din reply. cause sms is exceeeding like dunno what ler.. whaha! diao. dun think bady of yourself lah......... be positive man!! you are not tt fat larr. as in there are many ppl far fatter than you! ( i'm not trying to be agst fat ppl here-- if i am then i am saying myself too. LOL.)

gee. off to watch tv and dinner. nothing to blog about anymore. =] tmr is daddy's birthday!!!

2006-05-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

gee. blogger doesnt allow me to upload fotos. maybbe i will do so tmr.. rahh. tried it like thrice lah. =(

2006-05-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

i am so happy today. yay. hahas. the day started off quite well... ermm lesson started at 8am. but we all thot it was 8.30.. only till nirmal msged us and we realised we got our time wrong. but we still jalan jalan into class. heehee. went macs in btwn time slot for some yummy breakfast. =]

after sch we went bugis.. the justin and venisa dont want go lahh.. so we went there and walked arnd, seesee, looklook. then we went icons to see. wah. the place is super small can? but carina loves it there.. like so weird lah she. hahas. she say she want to work there.. teehee.

then we went to eat kopitiam food!!! sab and i ate duck rice and carina ate kway chap with all the intestines.... whaha! i just had to say it out.. hee. nice okay the food. opp bugis junction. the ppl there wear purple color one so must go there eat. machiam help them advertise like tt. hahas.

wah my story like going to be very long sia. today was an adventurous trip!!!

then we walked to the library borrowed books and took the super fast lift. we all agreed that like roller coaster ride lah. i wanted to ride it agn for the thrill of it. then aiyah. dont want le. cause the two tupid girl look at me like i siao like tt. btw the two aforementioned are car and sab. hahas. then we walked to the giant DURIAN!!!

on the way there was this big field so we took many snapshots there. fun sia. hahas. then off to the durian. went there sit at the spore river to enjoy sunset. wah. nice sia. if life was to end there and then. would i have any regrets..? sudd i love the sea so much.. ok not sea maybe spore river minus the rubbish in the water. lol. =)

went to te roof garden... sat there and chit chat... lalalalaalala. fun okay.. and we are going to HAJI lane soon. yay... wwwhhhhhhee. and i rmb i have to go out on the june 14 but i dunno go where and with who. damn.. can anyone rmb?? ok thats dumb to ask you to know sth i dont know myself. hahhas. gee.

i am going to upload fotos. yay. =] today was a happy day. and i love today. and everyother day. i love my fwends..!

and a last note. my dad fetched us home today. lucky ah. he was in the area so come and fetch us. goody. oh and we saw some bimbos and some crazy shit. will update that another time. stay tune.. its really intersting.. some snippets: some guy shouted fucking*____) in the library! super lloud can...!! i will update da next time. till then cheeerios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

We tell lies when we are afraid...

afraid of what we don't know,

afraid of what others will think,

afraid of what will be found out

But every time we tell a lie,

the thing we fear grows stronger.

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

everything is so crappy. i was so angry yesterday afternoon and now.. i can forgive but i dont think i can forget.. argh. and MINGMING i wan to do the personality test too!!! giveeme.. heehee. gee. my mummy just went to australia for some business thingy late last night..

2006-05-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

whaha! now then upload fotos. heehee. coz i too lazy le larr. arena and mel want fotos come and get from me online ah.. keekee

me and mingming at k-box
some drink they serve not nice one.. yyuuccks!
us! yay.. + shan also. she haben come yet =]

2006-05-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

gaacckkk!!!!! i just remembered i forgot to blog about my chi pre-trial oral last wed! gee. it must have been too unimportant that i forgot about it. lol.

reading chinese out loud really sucks. i was trying and reading to myself and it seems okay to me. at least i didnt trip over my words. BUT when i went up to the teacher i was blabbering and couldnt hear myself. the passage was super boring about postoffice and stamps like that. argh. so i was there reading reading. and tripping over my CHINESE words. gee.

conversation in chi..
teacher: what do you think of your reading?
me: erm.. hmm... er... still okay. except that i nervous i will stutter

but in my heart it was NOT OKAY LAH. and i was stuttering all the way.

then came the conversation part which was worse. question was.. do you think the gov has done much or is doing enough for the handicap in our society?

-blank- -blank- looks down at shoe.. stare and think.

then i open my mouth to say.. 'wo ren wei'... then i paused.. gather thoughts again. then i say 'yes'! teacher looks blankly at me.. i look blankly at teacher. then i just rattered off w/o knowing what i say. and the bell rang signalling time to go home and the teacher cut me off when i haven even converse for one minute and da rest of da ppl take like 5 mins... i think i am going to fare so badly luh.............. hai..

and there's pe tmr. think i am not going to run tmr. see how lahh. blahblah. its the time of the month! and its killing me with all the pain.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

today my sch got off day coz of polling day. so i was like cleaning up my desk then i saw this notebk'booni and chungi' tat na and i wrote in last time.. was about us writing letters in a notebk rmb? hee.

so there was this entry titled "my tears fell with the rain..."

addy: wad really is lubb? i dunno... is it sweet? bitter or wad?
arena: i dunno.. it iz unripe bittergourd~

then yadah yadah yadah. the rest of the entry cannot say... hahhas.

remember our secret number one?? RRrraawwwwhh.. run panda run.
secret number 2: Run Run and Rong Rong

to forget or not to..? we have plunged in too deep. its time we climbed back up to see the light.
看不到，难道就可以忘掉吗？

blaahh. i dunno why i wrote this entry for.. to try to stay in the past?? hahhas. =]

2006-05-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

i tried to speak again.. but no words seem to catch the air... gee. like i had some sort of invisible ink poured over me... am i that unimportant... maybe i am. argh. just let it be. i cant sense the reality of it. everything seems like a facade. time and time again.. its just me me me. everything is so superficial. where's the word 'real'? bring back the truth. hit me hard with reality to wake me up. living in a dream where i am dreaming... like ming said.. humans are self important creatures.. and they are no 1 in their own world. its nvr about others. its just about themselves.

imissyouall

2006-05-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

ok. actually i have nothing to blog about today. but i feel like blogging so here i am. anyway there's nothing much to do.. yepp so second reason why i am here. hee. =]

was SUPPOSED to go jogging today. but my sister came home late and i didnt want to run along. hence, i didnt keep to my own promise. oh i am just so so so lazy. gee.

today was just another day... hist test in the morn. i only vomitted out whatever i studied. i didnt know if i wrote the right things anyway. whatever. the only bad thing about today was during econs tutorial. i dont think i can concentrate with..... hai. lalala. and i sort of quarelled with carina today. remind me of me and arena last time. quarrel already then we would seperate our"islands". hahhas. those were the days. stupid carina. hmph.. XP

2006-05-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

=)= i dont know if i am happy or sad.

2006-05-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

gee. i wanted to blog so long ago but then no mood to blog. so today. my parents went out then can blog. =]

lets recap: LOL

friday- it was a good day all except for 2.4 running on tt day. friday is the super long day but was short cause lit we had test and sami din take us for GP. so yepp. back to topic about running.. gee. expected i failed my 2.4 again!!! sad sia. my first 4 rounds was like 8 mins++ like my super best record can...? then hor.. come to fifth and six run i panchek already. cannot pace my breathing then got stitches... damn lah!!! so sad.. then last two rounds i took 10 min to complete. hai....... so tt accounts to why i failed my running.. hai....... i made a resolution le larr. to run whenever i am free. even not free also must try to be free. heehee. so i must have discipline and run run run. can train for 2.4 if need retake, for OUTWARD BOUND!!, for jnco?, for fun, for jian fei-ing!!! hahahs. and one more thing must mention... wei xin so nice lar. she finish running ler ten summore run the last round with me!!!! i damn touched lah.. so nice.. almost make me cry sia. but in the end i still disappoint her cause i still fail.. gee. =(

sat-was supposed to meeet the MI ppeeople at 12 then i thot is meet at 10. damn blur lah. lucky got check hp agn then nvr go out so early. then we went to ps there eat long john for lunch... and in the end decided not to go for the MI carnival anymore. cause the distance itself already is a consideration.. then i thot i saw someone familiar.. but nvm....... then we went to take neos... yay. with lynette, sze ming and carina. wheeee` then we went to marina sq. then we walk walk then we went to eat gelato ice cream.. yumyumm.. i had green apple, nette-lemon, sze-peach, carina-tiramisu... eat oredi then hungry and thirsy agn.. then went to eat at kopitiam. ate laksa, chicken rice and bah chor mee. of cos not each eat three lah. is each one eat one.... then nette had to go off le. sob but nvm we will meet up during june holi with the whole MI gang.. yay. so looking forward to june...

then after tt i went to meet my parents at centrepoint and had dinner there agn.. wah. ystd ate so much larr. hahas. then we drove to cine to watch movie... so freaking crowded can??? wa... i hate crowded places... raaahhh.. we watched 'over the hedge'... is a seriously must watch movie!!!!! super duper funny... lol. whahhas. good laugh but at the same time you can learn many morales behind the show. =) then ate popcorn and wedges and drank zapple during the show... wahhh... is really eat a lot a lot sia................ but nvm. happy can ler.. whaha!=]

sun-trying to finish my hw and study for some tests... but nothing seem to be done arnd. bored... and tired........ rahhrahhrahh. hope tmr dun have first aid club... so can go home mug for hist which i haven even started touching of the notes... hai.....

2006-05-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

and here it goes again. slogging for some dumbass shit which no one really cares about. so why should we care too? it simply reflects on your level of initiative and how the world is going to perceive you from now on. we are living in some world where everyone only cares about themselves and never about the rest of the world around them. that is how life really is. do you even care? if you did you would have asked. but no. there wasnt even a squeak made, everything was taken for granted. assumption would only make an ass out of you and me. we can choose not to do it too. but no. that isnt going to happen.

if you even made mention about it. it would not have been that bad afterall. but it was all taken for granted. by not asking would it mean nothing would happen. it just show how much you care. you dont care at all. correction..! you ppl dont give a damn at all. fine then so be it. i dont wanna care if you care anymore.

2006-05-15T18:44:00.000+08:00

today was like the 5 stations for napfa luh.... it came as a surprise cause like the teacher nvr inform before hand.. as usual.... -teeth chattering-

wa... i am quite happy in a few segments like shuttle run, sit ups, sit and reach... BUT THEN the standing broad jump and incline pull ups is horrid. i cant jump for nuts lah.. i hate jumping.. arghh. and for yjc hor.. min for everyone must be a "C". -rush and knock head into walll- lol and you know what happen for incline...? its so super diao... i was lying under the bars there waiting to start.. so all my classmates were there to give each other support lah. so i was just lying down there.... hmm. i guess i lie a little too long.. then the teacher ask me..

teacher: girl! are you ok??
me: who me? yah i ok... =]
teacher: then start lah what you waiting for??

diao diao diao... i was waiting for her to give me the cue to start so i lie there blankblank.. then everyone started laffing.. make me laff also.. then i laff laff laff then in the end let go my hand nvr do incline. gee i got 0 for incline.... oMiGoSh..... whahhas my fwends thot i fell asleep.. heehee. so malu can?? but it was a good laff at myself luh..

tata. gotta do my GPP. our grp was the one and only horrid one that has to redo.. how bad can life be? lol. and benji better come to sch soon. got homework to rush too!! ta!

2006-05-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

pooh after he bathed. all cleaned up. yay! pooh was taken when i was sneezing. so came the nice effect shaky screen/
pooh's lil clothes floating...
cutie pooh waiting for a bath`

this is pooh bear when i bathe for 'it' before and after.. lol this was before!

i love my pooh bear! muaccks`

2006-05-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

gee... i'm bored. and i sudd dont know what to blog about. today sch end early like not early like dat. cause although sch end at 2.. we have house meeeting at 3. then slack arnd till 3 then went for house meeting which ended arnd 4.30. wad a waste of time... bllaah.....

oh ya. ystd went to attend a leadership thingy.. quite entertaining and useful though. i copied down notes okay. so i could blog about it. see so hard working.. heehee. thru that leadership conference thing. i thot back about sj. about all the time, effort, sweat, blood and pain we all put into st john.

this is what the leadership lecture taught me...

Commitment is a choice.

You get to choose,

not because you have to.

BUT you WANT TO.

Commitment is when you hold hands and dont let go.

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Tmr is retail therapy day!!! towning again.. yippeee` its going to be ms then bj then fe....... yay. with the three of us. whaha! i am just so glad. and carina stop having so many lovers and being unfaithful to sab and i... lol. and come to sch earlier.. or else i dont wait for you lerr.. keekee. XP maybe i can find my dream bag tmr!!!! lets pray. yay.

2006-05-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

here were the pics taken when we went sake with sab and carina... oh i love them!!

OMG this pic is posted here purely for your entertainment. i wasnt ready for the pic yet larr. and it was snapped. shit* laugh all you want. all who saw this dumb pic laff-ed. if you dont laff you better do so!!! =]
full from all the sushi
nice coldcold moshi yummy!
sabrina... lol. with the moshi + plastic in her mouth
i and carina.

2006-05-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

we talked and had secrets shared.. on sat and sun morn during family chalet day. it was a rather fruitful experience. and sudd all it seems that nth is indeed perfect. all the role model parents and family of our families is all but a pretence. why?

what i thought was just a dream had actually happened and all this while i had been living in denial. why this secret has been kept from me for seventeen fcuking years? why did i not pursue my doubts earlier? why did i allow myself to be deceived? tell me why all this is happening. my beautiful and almost perfect world is collapsing on me. and sudd i was scarred all over and over again......

*the moon cried for me on this fateful night_purrfect sky torn`

2006-05-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

yay! this is blog nummber 345. heehee. oh just came back from fac. was like.... i got training this sun!! boohoo. today was a normal day... well not exactly that normal in da morning though. oh and tupid carina is so stupid tt i dont wan to wait for her every morning anymore. she like take ages to come. it will be stupid of me to wait for a stupid person... HEARD TT CARINA? lol. =]

and yay. da person is back to school! not sick anymore.. oh drats. there's econs tutorial tmr.. drag it drag it....... acccckkkkk*` OMG.

and stupid dinesh wanted to matchmake me... duhh. like so dumb. whaha! XP and was like intro me big ben and nick... geee i rather remain single thruhout. LOL i am mean but...... i cant help it. its just me. and so dinesh beckoned mario to confess his 'love' in the library to me..!! omg i was freaking embarassed can.. whahas. and the photo shoot today was dumb but fun..... lol. some ppl are reallllyyyyy funnie. oops* i shall not name who.. only andrew, wei xin and i saw..... teehee.

it does not do to dwell in dreams

and forget to live

maybbe its time for me to rise and shine... lol

2006-05-06T15:29:00.000+08:00

wooahh. ystd we went to marina sq and shopped shopped ate sake sushi. we so soo full. *buRp* and we conitnued on our mission to hunt down our favourtie bags. boohoo. couldnt find anything i liked ystd. but sabrina found an esprit de corps black bag!! and slippers. she was on a spree ystd. oh and we like ig's heaven. nicenice.

walkwalk and sudd benji, andrew and gary jumped in front of us. haha. small world huh. everytime we go out always see them one. lol.

oh gosh. i am desperate for a bag i want but i have no idea what i want. damn. i am such a fussy person. i want a bag........

and oh... i ate potato chips just now...... it was long since i have eaten tt, my mum say there must be sth bothering me. no wonder she is my mum. heeheee.

oh and yahh. have not seen pretty eyes for a long time too. hahas. allena also missing her sch that person. me too!! get well soon and come to school. =] LOL.

today is chalet day. funfunfun with muai cousins...!! yippee`

2006-05-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

i read mingming blog and was so touched by what she said... the outing that time.. "wasnt perfect..." yes it wasnt... "but it was enough.." ya. it was enough because we got each other. and i was so happy seeing them once again.. =] the joy that can nvr be explained.

i tried to speak but the air nvr caught my words. its just seem like a bottomless pit all over and over again. is being an adult so hard? then i rather not be one.. why must you vent your anger on us? and i realize that i love my grandma afterall............. minus the shoutings, the swearwords and all. she is a nice old lady.

ohman. crying in my dreams and i wake up to find myself really crying in da real life. is my life really tat bad? come find a day and we go cry in da rain, maii rainy buddies!!!!!!! imissallofyou.

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2006-05-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

finally i'm home... like after so long. labour day was not labour day. no rest or so it seems. homework piling till tilll till...... too much to even say when to stop. lol. =] and i jus had a hist test. it was like. so last min shit kinda thing cause i studied only like one hour last night and one hour tis morn. gee. so can xpect what kinda result i would get. lala.

oh and i got back my econs test. got 11/25 which was rather unexpected cause it was a last min shit agn. and i'm quite happy with my grades thou even which i failed.. but if this is going to carry on i think i am going to have difficulties passing my JC1. which is like daily work and tests are taken into account and its like 45%!!!!!! so damn freaking much can?? and i got back my math test i got like 6/30.. lol. its kinda expected cause i suck at math then and now. heehee. oh man do i have to go back for tuition all over again..? mr ang sure laff at me one lahh. i think i dun wan to waste money. but on the other hand what if my results dont improve if i dont go tuition?? arrghh..

arena say she gonna be a mugger. what's a mugger like??? maybe i am going to be one too.. lol. addy da mugger.. cool.... =]

oh and you are so condemmed by us.. gee. oops* we just cant help it.. cause you really irritate us too much.. and car reall dislikes you! goodbye and goodluck. LOL. oh man. so meanie bitchy kind of shit larr. butbutbut............ da person is really................... hai.... lol

schschsch tmr. and i am going OBS. hope i dont die there... keke.

2006-05-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

whaha mingming hand stuck in the bowling ball

arena trying to go after the bowling ball

i am hoping that the bowling ball wont go into the drain

us!! ooooo i lubb them so much

and these two gals..... i love them till i could love them no more... muai muai muai lovers......

they are whom i cant do without. I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!! =] *blush*

2006-04-30T12:50:00.000+08:00

gee. shiffshiff, coughcough.. blahh. i think i am still sick. =(

but nevertheless i am going to blog! yay! i am so happy on friday. because i get to meet up with my darliings and deariees.. oh imissthemsomuccchhhhhhh. whaha. i was late thou cause i had sch till 5pm. and they had to wait for me for 2hrs+. -eyes watering(I AM SO TOUCHED*`)

then we went to pool and to bowling... ahhhh.. so fun. took nice pictures and i am still a lousy bowler. LOLL. then i laff at myself somemore. i so lan until one uncle there cannot stand it lerr and come and teach me how to bowl. even his child can bowl better than me. there and then i felt like burrowing into a hole to hide. whaha!

-GROWL- oops stomach hungry` we then went to eat at yishun macs.. and saw many ppl we knew there. ahahs. ten my friends keep suaning me on why i still taking literature.. then we went to take really nice neoprints. whaha! its really nice and funny to remember those times when we were still in phs.. and then on the way down the escalator... CHENGCHENGCHENGCHENG. someone screames!!!!! ADELLINNNNNNE.. then i turned arnd. and saw this broom standing there.. oops* no lah. saw this shortie standing there. double oops* lol saw koko calling me lah.. whaha. so qiao. i know she must be stalking me lohh. ten when i go liao then pop out to surprise me. lalallallaa.

and ten i took picture with my two BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST FWENDS that i can ever have. these two crazzieeeeeee gurls are people who are the most impt to me apart from my family... heehee.

2006-04-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

can you all remember this photo..? us.... in da past`present`future.. the bonds we share, the bonds that last.....

2006-04-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

i am tired and i am sick.. had to take early leave from school.. and sab also take early leave and carina also sick and went back early too. gee. the three fwends sick together... how cool is that.. hai.... so much medicine... AccCCkkKkk.. and so much unfinished hw. damn. HEADACHE!!

would there be stars on a rainy day?

2006-04-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

yay. glamsome threesome are going to hit town tmr! its gonna be so happening... and my class peepx think i am the guaiguai type..

eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww. DO I LOOK LIKE IT? oh yes i do.
but i aint that... lalallalla.=) i am happy now.

2006-04-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

cause of a certain someone i cant study my hist test. uugghhh.. dilemma! =( i am so going to flung my hist tmr. thanks man! geeeee.......................... seriously, what do you take me for? haiz.........

2006-04-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

i must be stupid must be crazy..

haa. today was a fun day. just dozed off in da many lessons today. =] and chi test was okay! yay. went lunching with huda, justine and carina.. and oops carina almost walked into the boys toilet.. i should have let her go and not stopped her... LOL

tmr there's hist test and i am still online-ing.. gee. still got PW to do! rahhhhwww. and lit! damn. i am so going to die.

2006-04-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

fukueww. whats the problem with blogskin can? ughhh. and i cant change my blogskin.

2006-04-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

omigod.. koko just let me see a blog... and i was so touched by these two ppl.. awwww. they are so sweet super sweet couple okay. thing is they are gay... at the very first i okok with gay and les this type of thing.. but then hor.. after reading the blog.... awwwwwwww changed my perception of them totally. they rawk okay. able to be so truthful with their feelings and embracing te world together.. awww.. i just cant stop awwwww-ing. hahas.

how many ppl can be truthful to themselves... not many though. heehee. so touching`* sweet sweet love sia. btw say so much ler but must still declare i str8 one lah. but still i support them!!! yay!!

oh man. having chi test tmr but i still go fool arnd.. damn lah.. hahas. anyway math test only two three passers in the class. i am sure going toooo.................. FAIL. yay~ hahas. but nvm. gambate for nxt test. lol.

sudd this world sseem so innocent after..................... ya.... actually the world is not complicated. its just as simple as A,B,C or perhaps. haa. contradicting myself oredi. lalallala. whatever. =P

i saw your face in a crowded place

but i dunno what to do

2006-04-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

its just another rainy day.....

when some things are put across as this.. people get it as that. is it so difficult to be understood? hai.. why is it so complicated... example: when i give you a piece of cake... firstly you will think.. why am i so nice?? you will be suspicious and think i must have a motive for doing so... however all i wanted to do was to give you cake!! simple as that.. well that was just an analogy.. uuuugghh. whatever, i dont think i make much sense...

reasons are just plain simple.. you dont really have to think too deeply into it... it weakens one's heart.. duhh. i seem not to make any sense today.. arrgh. tried to change the dumb blogskin but there seems to be some dumbass prob with blogger.

i hate to be misunderstood and i hate to explain myself.. so i guess i just have to let the misunderstanding sink in further. i dont care about what you think anymore... giving reasons is being taken as giving excuses...

actions dont hurt. its the words that pierce ohkay. te misunderstanding WORDS>> arrgh.. enough of all that.

economics test sucked today.
pe was fun.
chi was so-so.
hist was oooH-kay.
and i skipped cca.

-thats all-

-i saw your face in a crowded place

but i dunno what to do..

cause i'll nvr be with you.`

2006-04-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

wow! this is like my fourth entry of the day. i am so deprived of blogging i guess.....

haa. well i jus blew my chance of going to the otc course!! damn!.. LOLL kidding lah..

hahahas. gee. actually i gave it up myself... there's just too many things i had to keep in mind and that i have to plan for the future you know..?

firstly.. koko not gng. so no pt in me gng. yupp. thats what i believe lahh.. haha. maybe i too dependent on her liao..

second..hong ge not gng. then i also dun wan go. go lerr. like weird weird one.

third..if i go ler.. lets say i get the rank of grade six.. higher rank means greater responsibility.. am i up to the task? well think again. maybe i am.. but do i have the time to spare? well you could say that time is managed or created by oneself. i just cant control mine. i need 56 hours a day! (56 was jus a random no)

fourth..would i pass my promos if i go for the half year course? if i dont go for the otc course would i pass my promos? at least if i didnt go for otc and choi *touch wood* if i fail my promos my dad wont blame it on st john...

fifth..yes.. i do wish to get the higher rank.. but am i up to it? no i dont think so... i dont think i have the leadership capabilities to lead. i guess i am a follower. well.. of course if i think that way i would be destinied to be a follower.

sixth..though i like the gradesix cap alot.. but still theres only two places for otc... and nel and eve has wishes to go.. me? i dont really think i really wish to go... so why take the place and deprive others of a place? so its better tt i dont go.

seven..sze ling ask me if i mind if nxt year they send the juniors go otc... i said nope.. i dont mind.. haa. but i think you and i both know i actually mind a lil.. haa. although i chose to give up the place myself.. yess. i did. but still........ haa. would i still be in st john by then? hope so..... =)

well i kinda regret being so stupid for depriving myself of a rank-up. LOLL. but well.......... i have to think in the long run.. hahhas.. and i hope eve and nel gets their ranks..! gambate...

see so many pts to deprive me of not going..... it overrules why i should go. so i shant go. its hard to let go but i have to.. because i have no choice but to do so.. cause my dad is asking me to go less to st john lerr. thou juniors dont really respect us.. but still... hai.. my dad has the greatest say.. what can i say? nothing's purrfect..! accept it okkay.

its in st john where i found myself and found the reason for living happily during my secondary life. i live for st john. st john was once my life........

2006-04-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

just feel like crying.....

the rain which came down on me..
were actually my own tears.

hai

2006-04-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

green tea and chocolate milk doesnt taste nice together. they wont taste nice because they wont.. not now. not forever...

2006-04-21T18:13:00.000+08:00

its just another *_________... hai..

i will get over it soon.

i guess...

what's the feeling like?

unexplainable?

or rather its bitter...

this would be a sad weekend...

i am sad......

gee..

i sound so pathetic.

like a loser.

well maybe i am one....

i am a loser... and a freak on top of that....

damn....

its just another boring life once again......!

see the word on me..? LOSER!

fcuk. i am a pathetic idiiot.

2006-04-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

wavering........ not knowing what to do and how to react? whats best? there's so many considerations to bear in mind. uncertain of which step to take. not wanting to fight the battle alone without other warriors by my side.....

hai...................
life is just another botomless pit... feeling my way around. does green tea and chocolate milk taste good? gee. its raining again... and i just love it. my love for the rain is back again!! yipee!

splish n splash` stepping on the pudddles... wheeeeeeee~ KABOOOMMMMM. and lightning strikes and tiny me rushes back into the shelter.... whaha!

2006-04-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh... headache luhh.. its the time of the month again..! such a mood spoiler. gee. today pain until i cramp tilllllllllllllllllll.............. legs go wobbly... haahaa. i am serious okay. its that painful lor. then i cannot do pe.. poor me. i am so touched.. aidah ask me how am i.. and a girl i dunno also ask me!! so nice of them.. see there are nice ppl out there in the world.. i am one of them too! oops* hahhas.KIDDING LAH CAN ANOT!?! lol.

ooo.. today had a fun time running in the rain with sab and ca. so funn. and BOOO -thumbs down- to those idiiotic girls... stop being so whatever.. cant describe them. haa. the rain make me rmb those times................................ with arena and ming ri in da rainn........ hai..

and i think i am beginning to like yellow.... maybe..

rain rain come again...

ohh ohh. i taught ca and sab a song.. and sab likes it so much she keeps singing it.. lol.. esp to edmund. whaaha! edmund is sooo irritated by us singing to him!!!!!!! hee.. CC9TT and there the charlie version too... esp for carina. LLOL.

okay.. time for more hw.. gee.......... can PW be easier? puurrleaase..?? i loathe pw. and stupid koko.. say i nvr update.. YOUYOUYOU.. loyal reader arh.. hahhas. but nvr tag... you better tag or else... heh heh. die! and you better come for JNCO. i dont care...

i dont cry on the outside anymore

2006-04-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

oh yay! floaty addy donated blood today. and the hand band is blue.. PEOPLE GO DONATE. ITS NOT AS PAINFUL AS IT SEEMS. even floaty addy made of paper can tahan the pain everyone else can!!! gogogogo.. go donate blood and save lives today. whaha! sound like advertisment like that..

today was class outing day.. er.... it was fun i guess... hahas. took pics but not so many... oh i miss those days when i take pics with some idiot and take so many that take up my whole camera space.................. =)

haha. i am missing those days like mad...

ok.. i am going to sound real sad now.... PREPAARE your tissues to cry for me.. READY GET SET GO!!!!!!

you know.. eversince sch started.. its like life is so monotonous... really. you dont have anything fun new and exciting each day to look forward to. only except sometimes we get real high.. only sometimes... yeaa.. and its like once in a blue moon.. hai. everyday you have nothing to look forward to each day at sch. nothing.. except going to sch and going to see my clique.. thats the only good thing about sch. the rest just suck real bad.

lessons just go on.... and on... whether you get it or not... teachers go at their own pace and expects you to follow. if you cant then thats just too bad... after lessons theres break. and after break theres lessons again... and during break sometimes its no break at all.. its more of like doing hw because everything has a deadline to follow. dont do hw you can expect a hard life in that perticular teachers class for the rest of your life in yj... gee. and sat sun... hardly can go out... its just more hw time.................. my to do list for hw can never end sia.......

its just a freaking long list that is horrifying at sight... dammit.. raaawwwhhh.. no life of my own.. i dont even know what i am doing each day... its the same each day.

1- get awaken at 5.40 by my crazy sister aka my live alarm clock
2-laze arnd in bed till 5.45
3-brush up
4-combhair
5-change
6-eat breakfast
7-wear socks and shoes
8-leave hse at 6.20
9-go bus stop
10-take bus
11-take mrt
12-reach yishun
13-wait for carina until 7.10 cause i reach like super early
14- walk to sch arnd 10 mins
15-reach sch
16-say hi to fwends
17-setttle down and wait fer sch to start.
18-lessons till 4 ,5 +
19-go home
20-hw!!!!!!!!
21-slp at 12++ on average.

is my life normal? tell me..?? is everybody doing sth like this everyday and not knowing what exactly you are doing? hai......... maybe its not worth da tears at all. it just doest sound pitiful. keep the tissues. my life isnt pitiful. its just pathetic. =*(

ok forget the unhappy stuff. and be happy again! yay! i am happy. heehee. and i am proud of myself today for donating blood. yipeeee..........

i walked the same path once again.

but this time,

i'm all alone

2006-04-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

oh wow. pe was so damn fun today! (as if luh) hahhas. its the same old thing.. and carina cheated! do you hear me? CARINA CHEATED....! INSTEAD OF RUNNING 5 ROUNDS SHE RAN 4! hahhas. must let the whole world know.. LOL. kk lah i where got so bad. well i ran all 5 rounds lor. so honest. run with sabrina summore.. and justin pangeseh-ed us.. hahas. this fri no pe.. oleh oleh oleh.. oleh oleh.. cause its GOOD FRIDAY! see its so good. thats why its called good friday. heehee

oh. and i dont know but i get the feeling that some ppl just try too hard to mix in... gee ok maybe i am PMS-ing. i just dont like it today. todays a bad day. I HAD A BAD DAY.

OH OH OH. and know what.. i am going to donate blood tmr! ADELINE IS GOING TO DONATE BLOOD TMR! whaha! mut let the whole world know so they can support me and jia you for me.. lol so bhb. lallala. gee later my blood kana rejected.. cause the nurse say "FAT-IN-BLOOD" cannot! haha or"SUGAR-IN-BLOOD" ALSO CANNOT. hahhaa. HeeHee. i damn scared lah. later maybe i chicken out tmr.. which would most probably be the case. lol. see if my fwends donating first.. if not i dont wan solo. so malu. hhhaha. and my class the guys so useless one loh all scared dun wan to donate.. LOL.

tmr is class outing day. am looking forward to it man! =) hope its a good day tmr. hope. and i love nette's new fringe.. reminds me of my own one. so sad sia. went to itchy hand and cut my own fringe.. now waiting for my fringe to grow back... damn.. so sad sia... now dunno like what.. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... now its so darn straight luh! sad case. go new sch first day got a super weird fringe.. and i am waiting for my ponytail to grow longer and longer and longer.. yay!

yippeee.. ta ppl!

2006-04-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

Oh GOD. i miss my fwends so much... so so so so much. so much so that i keep missing. missing till i could miss no more. can yew bring them backk to me? puurrleaasee..* i miss phs! i miss MI! i miss those days of being a cadet! i miss being a sec school kid! and most impt i miss my fwenndss...!!!!!!

WhY Th3y ArE My FrIeNds?

Because...tHeY smiL3

Because...ThEy uNdeRsTaNd JuSt ByLookiN9 in+0 uR EyEs

Because...tH3Y fiNiSh uR seNteNcEs &kNoW whA+ u LiKe

Because...ThEy kNOw U be++eR tHaNu KnoW uRs3Lf

Because...wi+h +heM u aReN't AfrAiD+o Be uRs3Lf

Because...U cAn sAy SoMe+hiNgs+uPid oR exPoSe uR DeePes+SecRets +o tHeM

Because...EveRy+hiNg u Do BecoM3Sa MemoRy

Because...u Don'+ N33d +o dosOmEthiNg sPeciaL +o Have fuN...FunjUs+ HaPpeNs

Because...u doN't NeeD +o explAiNaNytHiNg, +hEy JuSt kNoW

Because...ThEy wOuLd Do aNy+hiNgf0R U & gEt u oUt oF tRouBLe

Because...+hEy aRe No+ afRaId +o pUt+HemseLveS oN +He LiNe foR u

Because...u Can tRuSt tHeM

Because...tHeY BeLieve iN uRDreaMs, No Ma++3r How mUcH siLLytH3y maY seeM

Because...u aRe GoOd En0ugH wHeNu aRe wItH +h3m

and most importantly!! Because...th3y L0v3 u For Wh0 uReaLLy aRe.*.*.*

That's called Friends *.*.*
=TaKe CaRe aLwAyS=
i love yew my friends. missing you and i know you would miss me too!! ha!

2006-04-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

wah.. read mingming and arena bloggie then i realised that our past entries were somewhat similar. hahas. we talked about rain... rain... and more rain..... i guess we are really missing those days back in phs.. with the rain and all.

aniway... pe is like... duhhh.. no improvement sia.. we like running slower each time or are the ppl getting faster...? whaha. nvm. ENDURE. as long as complete can le. but then i think i know why we so slow ler. cause we walk like 3/4 of the rounds.. hahas. X)

2006-04-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

today was a rainy day. its my fav kind of day. i lubb the rain. kissed by the storm. -lightning- whaha! scary cause i went home alone today. and the thunder went BOOOM BOOOOMMMMM. scare the shit out of me. and i'm afraid that i will slip and fall luh. and at the entrance i saw somebody... LOL. back to those days in phs. its happening again. and i'm loving it!!

today is a okay day! hist test was.. err... tough.. rawwwh... and yadah yadah.. pe i almost died-ed again! duh. expected. all of us almost dieded.. and i am me again. i acted crazy and high during pe! i am so happy! yessshhhh... wooah. i ran with my four fwends justin, sabrina and carina.. and we challenge to sprint loh.. and i came in fourth okay! fourth from the back!!!! yeahhhh! so happy. whaha! at least not last right??!?! gee. =]

and i'm loving everyday of my time. but tmr sch is going to end at 7pm! cause of the dumb extra lesson for econs! anyone not going??? anyone who doesnt wan to listen to the broken tape recorder? comecome.. find me.. whaha!

and i think piong last time the classmate in my sch. the guy with the camera one. the irritating person you dont like. lol. i saw him at the interchange in yj uniform. loook like him larr. hahas.

and the bus journey today was soo.................. long. luckily keita is singing to me! hahhas. =)

school tmr! wwwwwheeeeeeeeeeee`. param pump pump pump. i'm loving it.

and have i mentioned i love my CT class.123? if not... 123!!!!!! i love you! i love our unitedness. muaccks. LOL.

ppsst. arena! hi^ the eyes are the attraction factor right?!?!? heehee. copy me arh. =) and stop the audition for bf! lol.

2006-03-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

for some idiiot who WANTS to read my blog and cannot see my font. i shall change colour specially for you. actually is i force you to read one larr. i test you on my blog matters. if you dunno!! heh heh.. prepare to die. muHAHHHA.

see. this post dedicated for you and only you only okay!?! touched anot... i love you.. whaha! muaccks. *phew* see you on wed. and i cant return you the cd yet.. next time k? hahas.

2006-03-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

oh and did i mention.. i am in rodney house..!!! blue blue blue. cool house k! i love rodney! and rodney loves me! whaha!

2006-03-31T18:47:00.000+08:00

today is just a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long.......... day. till 5pm.. dead beat today. some more got pe today.

sian. pe was like.... horrid. we had to like run one round in 2 minutes and 50 secs... so we saw the first few batches of ppl sprint like mad.. is really sprint yew noe.. woooahh! pe shock i tell you. if we dont complete in the time given. have to run until you pass the time given. and heng ah! i run in 2 mins 10 seconds.

whhhhheeeeee~ happyhappy! at least i wont have to run again. or else so malu. i think no one had to run bah.. cause the teacher was quite nice to give grace. then we had to go to so many stations... almost died-ed like i pre predicted. hahhas. but was okay. one hour seem to pass so quickly. it just seems that pe started and before you know it.. it has ended.

economics lesson just doesnt seem to end. everyone was like waiting for the bell to ring!!! and my class is 123! have i mentioned this before?? nice number right.. and we quite united leh.. not bad sia..

our teacher arh... gone case le lah. everything also go by the rules. he cant just like listen to us for a while one lo. he cant even bend a tiny rule like helping us to extend a dumb dateline for gp/pw. eeeeeww.. we all nvr do his hw together as agreed! lol. "teacher it will never happen again!" we told him that in unison larr.. so cute!

you know, promises are meant to be broken thats why they are called promises.. =) so heh heh. it WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. well when the time comes.. we will be untied again..

oh yarr. btw before i forget it. i fought a war today. normally in the war. i tend to retreat to my own base camp and let the enemy take over my territories.. but today i cannot tahan my enemy lerr.. sooo....... piang* -bang head agst wall- cannot take it sia! stupid man. so i was like i fought today.. and i took over my enemy's base camp. whaha! well you may not understand what i am talking about. if you want to know. you can ask me. you you you.. i can give way. yes i can. but there is a limit to everything you know. and maybe cause i am normally nice to ppl when my temper strikes.. i tend to hurt the person even more. but my enemy have to be scolded by me. i dont care. cause the idiot bully me. think i good to bully.. nono. you are wrong. i love to fight for my own rights. if you havent known that yet.. or JUST YET! hmmpf. angry..angry angry.

so much homework over the short weekend.. =*( want to cry ler lah. i think i cant cope anymore. its just the beginning. oh ohoh.. btw i just remembered my school sells very nice potato puff. and i love my clique.. heehee. a bit weird thou. got mix guysguys one. norm is a all girls but my class like seem to have lesser girls so ya... they are a bunch of funny and HARDWORKING ppl. i wan tto be hardworking too! yay. nirmal's joke today about *___ is so funny.. i love my friends. whhhhhheee~ something to look forward when going to school.

but i

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phs still.......

everything there.

the ppl, the building, the every inch of dust...

the big family.. the every morning early prayers. i miss that! i want back my friends. my teachers. my class mates. my seniors. my classroom. the toilet there. the hall. i want everything back! give it to me! give me.. i want the past. but do i want the future too??.....

but if time did turn back, would it have been better that way? or was it meant for us to move on...?

i think its better to move on. cause that way we would know how much we miss our friends. how much we mean to each other. but since we have travelled this far. all alone. never look back but move on with a smile! =) no matter how tough the going gets. smile and everything would be over in no time..

2006-03-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

today is such a adeline day.. teachers go: adeline.. adeline.. wahhh... i almost dieded today.. so scared teacher will keep calling me to answer questions.. in lecture.. the lit ang-moh sudd go.. adeline! actually i didnt hear one.. cause i was in dreamland. then my friend nudge me.. haha. i thot teacher caught me sleeping.. then is actually not. is just merely anyhow call one name and chose a name adeline... damn.. and ask me what is "a, e, i ,o, u?" whaha! i was stunned lah. dunno how to ans.. then nirmal help me.. yay! and history lecture got three adelines. so when teacher call adeline i thought is call me i almost pee in my pants.. hahhas. no lah. not so serious lah.. hahhas. i was stunned once again. cos i dunno what the dumb video he show us was about lo.. is llike so weird.. anyawy. i love choc indulgence..! yay.

tmr there is pe.. gee. rahhh.. and so much hw but so little time. i'm tired! need a break. soon..... or else i am going to break down... and down and down.. and disappear... whhhooossh. =)

2006-03-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

gee. my yj fwends or should i say classmates are saying that i am quiet... hmmm.. whaha! thats cause i havent started acting crazy.. well... i'm afraid i would scare them off so i have NOT started being the real me yet. its hard not to be me when i am me. i am me. i am still me. i am who i am. and yes. thats me. sounds so cliched huh??!? but i think it sounds cool thou. hee. =)

well. can i say i am beginning to like school now..?? well.. maybe.. maybeee.. maybeeee... i dont really know about that now.

well for this very instant i am going to blog about something really ridiculous... as all my fans know. haha! not fans la.. but my friends.. my chinese is not good.. or perhaps really not good. but heyhey! i am not trying to be proud let me EXCLAIM that out loud first... but my chi o's got an A.. that was perhaps by sheer luck and hard work??

yahh.. so this is the thing. in yj they like classify chi students into best class.. not good class and normal class.... so guess where i went...? now this is the vexing thing..... (oh. btw i went to the better class).. and the prob is that i am those kind who will study before exams one.. and after exams i just throw the knowledge i have acquired away.. and my chi is like super diao.............

weird. when i speak chi, ppl laugh at me.. sobbs.. so i rather not speak chi.. and now come to this dumb chi class.. GOSH i tell you.. everyone is so chinese!! they are nice ppl but they are like chi..chi..chi... wtf! and when they read passage so good. come my turn, you would be like listening to a kindergarten kid speaking.. rahhhh... i so wanna get out of that class. and the worst thing is the teacher keep talking in chi.. and i just fall asleep.... drats! and to continue in that class i must do so much reading by myself...(do reading also no use.. out of ten chi words i only know like 3? very smart right... -cry-) sobbs.. it would be very throw face if i kana kicked out of the class lah. sian.. i so scared each time the teacher call me to read the passage.. save me!

and i dont llike project work and gp. i am so going to die.. i am supposed to like gp.. supposed to do well... then at least.. got hope for the future. but now i dont like gp! rawwwwh. =( but i like my classmates.. well at least most of them.. they are nice.. and funny.. lamers everywhere.. haahaa. fun! make a guess for my cca.. its first aid club! gee -.- look at my face! do i look interested? nonono... i wanted to do something else one.. but then cause in sj before then have to remain in fac.. =( nvm lah.. take tat as a opp to review my skill.. so can teach te sec ones.. (>_<)

pe is tough. i think i am going to die sooner or later.. rejoice for my death! hahhahaha. and school ends so late.. hate it hate it.. no time to take afternoon nap anymore.. and i keep falling asleeep in class.. and now my fwends all know i have the habit of sleeping in class... they know i am a super smart sleeper. cause i sleep without getting caught.. want to know how.. ask me yourself.. and i will tell you the secret to smart sleeping.. whaha! well its not a good thing thou. hahhas.=)

2006-03-22T19:35:00.001+08:00

school is so ever sian sian sian. no wrong word to use. its not sian. its super tiring. now i understand what my seniors mean. and there is homework everyday. and i REALLY MEAN HOMEWORK. one day can have so much homework. and everyone is like super hardworking there can? hai.. must jia you le lah.. cannot watch tv ler... dont even have time. imagine... dont even have time to sleep.. :( deprived of sleeepp............. gee. omigod. and i am so fearing+looking forward to the pe on friday. would i collapse and die? or would i do okay? whaha! we shall see.

i quite like my class. they are all nice. most of them.. eh. and i keep falling asleep in lectures... zzz. rahhh. i have to find a way to stop that and that is to sleep early. have a good breakfast. and perhaps blogging less. boohoo. i love blogging. i'm addicted! need to go rehab centre to stop my addiction. lol

i am dead beat. just came back from st john. hai.. sch ends at three. and i have to rush back to ph. and i mean really rush. i like speed walk until like dunnno what lah. yj is not big neither is it small. i have to like take 7 minutes to just walk out of school... (i dont walk too slowly lo).

and arena... cheer up! there's a silver lining somewhere.. somehow. i believe its there. =) trust me. trust yourself. trust your heart. HAHHA. i say until like so chimalogy like that... i'm still here. just here. waiting if you need me. <3

and mingri.. kay.. nut.. rac.. xf.. and mel.. shan.. and ARENA.. we seriously have to go out one day k??? cancancan.... before everyone gets real busy with school or whatever thing. must arh. and one more thing..!! FORGET ME NOT.. HAHHAS. I CAN FORGET YOU BUT YOU ALL CANNOT FORGET ME. BUT I WOULD NEVER FORGET YOU ALL. =) because i roc.. oops. hahas. kidding lah. lallalala.

2006-03-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

2006-03-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

i got so much to say but so little time to say what i have to say. so i shall say what i have to say in future. just to sum it up. i think i have been very patient recently.. two of my bestest friends know why. haa. want to know come and ask me.. lol. i'm angry. but i couldnt care less anymore. i shall just ignore everything that is happening and be blind to it. k. thats what i shall do. i had enough... who am i? i will get back at you when the time comes.... MUHAHHA.... you wait.. lallalala. like hooper like that. lol.

2006-03-17T14:49:00.000+08:00

yay! i can blog ler. my com spoilt so have to get new one and its here. yay. i miss blogging so freaking much. dont know why. not being able to go online like somehow got a feeling that i lost touch with the world like that. hahas.

wooah.. i have not like bloggged for sooo long.. hiatus. heehee. long break away from the com. so imagine i have to rot away without the com.. sobsob. this shows how much i rely on the computer.. hhaa.

i love sj.. all te fun and memories have just flooded back like how it was two years ago... everyone and everthing seems to have not changed all of a sudden. all of a sudden i am living the same dream again=)

ystd went out with tam, sze ming, diana, carina and shannon.. funfun. and the movie was nice. food was good too.. yay. movie nanny mcphee is superb! we all agreeded that simon was cute.. hope he grows up still looking the same. lol.

and iam so excited for tmr.. ying's bday tmr.. hahas. seeing everybody again.. yay! =]

well this is a short post. too long never post dunno what to write.

2006-03-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

haha. look at us..!!! MASCARA RAWKS OKAY!!! =] we are super ugly lah!
still as ugly as the first one! <3
Friends forever we promised!
i will miss bartley MI.!! <33
the group of us!! muaccks*~

2006-03-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

today is the ever last day we will ever have or spend together in MI. it was so sad having to part with one another although we have known each other for a mere two months. like what tam has said, it was as if we had known each other for a lifetime.. i am sure gonna miss the times we shared having lessons, eating together, gossiping, rotting/chilling at the thinking cove. and definetely the times we spent together skipping classes and ponning school to go out. i miss everybody.....already.. miss lynette, shannon, audrey, tam,sze ming, carina, diana, su ying, gloria, xiao hui, georgina, marilynn, melissa......... hhee. i miss you guys. and i didnt take pics with the KC girls!!!! omigosh... rahh... miss you all.

times we shared will always be with me.. be friends forever k? promise? -pinkypinky chop-(gougou shou zi)